Putting It T-o-g-e-t-h-e-r
August 15, 2010
After last weekends performance in Oberstdorf, I arrived in Oberwiesenthal with a huge urge to put together an event that I can feel good about, and build from coming into the final stretch of the summer training season. Which at the time seemed a pretty tall order, since I didn’t really leave Oberstdorf feeling I had accomplished much. One good jump and a couple of races that either finished strong(until I got pulled) or started strong(until I took a dive through some thistles), I wasn’t feeling 100% confident in myself.
After the events in Oberstdorf Scott and I moved onto Klingenthal, a jump only an hour away from Oberwiesenthal with one of the best hills for me to be jumping. It forces you to fly and punishes your mistakes, something that I really need. I was not feeling strong however and the jumps were not flowing and improving but becoming more tense and stagnant then before. It took a lot of mental patience and strength to tell myself to jump and commit, and it felt like I needed something more then that. So I put the jump sessions behind me and turned my focus to Oberwiesenthal, a hill I have never jumped in a place that I have never been. I was confident however that I could jump closer to my ability on a smaller and less intimidating hill.
The event was given in a little different format this go around, where we had the official train in the morning on Friday, and the first event that same evening. It made for a stressful day, between preparing for the official training and then having to de-tune from that only to have to build up enough again to have a solid competition. It most likely didn’t help that it was raining all day, and didn’t look like it was going to let up anytime soon. The jumping portion wasn’t quite there on Friday and I didn’t put myself into a very good position for the race, which was frustrating and nerve racking because I was really looking forward to finally having an event that I can be proud of. After the jumping though it was not to be, and the race then became an opportunity to build on the success that I had been having from the previous races leading up to Friday. The weather had decided that it was not going to cooperate and started spitting rain from the end of the jumping event and progressively getting harder and harder until it got to the point were you can’t think it can get any worse, then it does. So wet, cold and ready to race fast I took to the event ready to perform. I started the race in decent fashion, but after the first lap found myself fighting to stay afloat and watching the group that I wanted to ski with pull further and further away, it was not going to be my day. So I toughed it out in the ever worsening rain and cold, navigating 180 degree corners onto rough cobblestone,the feeling though was starting to get stronger and stronger. After I finished the race I knew that I had more to give on the course and was ready for Saturday.
Saturday was what I would consider to be my best World Cup level competition that I have ever had. The jumping event was what I would think would be the norm anywhere that there are wind turbines within 5Km of a ski jump. Inconsistency and gusts prevented the jury from having the most fair event but I think that TD Joe Lamb and his crew did a very good job with what they had to work with, it may not have been perfect but they were able to hold a safe and mostly fair competition. My jump on the other hand did not go as smooth, I made a few adjustments with my inrun and a few other changes for the better but all of that was not important since I watched the take-off slide beneath me missing it by a few meters. Frustrating as it was I was still able to jump 87 meters, and far enough to not be in the wave start and put myself in a much better position to ski from. During the warm up I didn’t feel like I had the day before, the intensity wasn’t there and the body was starting to feel sluggish and slow, but I wasn’t going to let that take me away from building yet again on the racing that I had been doing. The start of the race feeling much better then I had thought, feeling much smoother and free then I had in any race this summer. So I building on that feeling, racing confident and aggressive passing skiers and racing with a group rather then skiing in ”no-mans” land, finishing with a race that I know that I gave everything I had leaving nothing out there. So I am happy with the event on Saturday, but am disappointed that I didn’t have a jump to call home about leaving little doubt in my mind that I can continue to build and improve.
I can leave the competitions feeling much more confidence then I had before, and am ready to enter the rest of the summer with a renewed vigor and intensity, happy that I am more ready I was before. One of my bigger goals of these Grand Prix events was putting together an event that I can look back on and think that I could not have done any better, I could have not done one thing different to make it a better event. I think though that I will always be chasing this idea of the prefect event, one where I have my best jump and my fastest ski. Maybe it is just not possible, there will always be something that I look back on and think that I could have done differently could have changed and I just need to start focusing on going out every day and performing at the best of my ability and in time the results will come. Then there will be one day that comes along when the stars are aligned in my favour and I am able to put together my ”perfect” event.
Thanks
Wesley Savill
